But at least that means I'm proud of the work I'm doing, right!?
The last post I made was an essay I had written about the two books on purpose/vocation/calling (Let Your Life Speak by Parker J. Palmer and The Call by Os Guinness). After all the (seven) students in that class wrote their papers to fulfill that same assignment, we were assigned to read each other's papers and reply: "Read the papers from the other members of your group in Moodle. Then interact with the papers in a discussion post. Your post can challenge an idea, affirm a thought, raise questions, summarize concepts, or build on the ideas of others."
There were SO many ways I wanted to take this paper, so many things I wanted to say... But here is what eventually showed up on my computer screen as I finished writing.
**I have changed my classmates' names in this post**
My classmates have written papers about The Call (Os Guinness) and Let Your Life Speak (Parker Palmer)
which both agree with me in places and also balance out my own thoughts well by
expressing issue I took with the authors and which I could not incorporate into
my paper.
Travis saw the same value in what Palmer has to say that I
saw: that Calling comes (in part) from the “deepest longings of [our] heart, .
. . desires . . . and the prodding” God has given us. He points out that
Guinness’s understanding of Call often “rubs against our ego. But this is not a
restrictive calling! – it’s a completely freeing one.” This reminder is so
important because we so often fear following God’s calling in our lives – we
are afraid that we will miss out on life, or be unhappy following God’s Call.
At times we echo the struggle Katherine expresses when she
tells of how her heart says “GO!”, but then a struggle presents itself because
she must deal with loans. But she also reminds us that “we know that wherever
God leads is it [sic] to glorify him and there is nothing greater we can
accomplish in our lives other than glorifying him.” Rachel also gives us this
reminder, saying that, though we not be able to answer “‘what do you want to do
when you grow up?’, we can rest assured that we serve a God who is bigger than
what we do for a living.”
Travis reminds us that God’s call is freeing. Rachel and
Katherine point us back to the truth which eases our fear of getting “stuck” due to
paying off loans (possibly even when it delays going where our heart-fire draws
us), because they remind us that even if/when following God means paying off
loans, His plan is still worthwhile – and will ultimately bring us joy: “For
me, following the call for my life brings me the most satisfaction and pleasure
in my life” (Bryce).
So now we remember that we can trust God, and Tim
presents a timely question: “Where are the men and women who are willing to
follow those callings and believe in the one through whom they can move
mountains?” He reminds us that pursuing our calling will not be all fun and
games, but that “we must act in relation to that calling – despite the
discomfort that may come out of it.”
As I mentioned earlier, though, my classmates do more
than merely echo and expand on what I said in my own paper. They also fill in
the gaps I had in my communication. One of these issues is the issue of Palmer
seeming to leave God entirely too much out of the picture.
Sarah points out this significant issue with Palmer’s
writing when she asks “If we are constantly listening to ourselves, how are we
to listen to what God is telling us?” Bryce also points this problem out when
he says that Palmer “does not offer a way through this troublesome journey” of
“finding him- or herself”.
He presents a solution to Palmer’s inadequate
presentation of Calling through Guinness’s understanding of Calling. As Bryce
shows, Guinness’s view is a completion and incorporation of Palmer’s
understanding because Guinness provides both a means and purpose to seeking our
Calling, “by asserting that God is the purpose of life”.
But my classmate’s papers do even more than merely fill in the gaps and echo my own thoughts:
Bryce causes us to think when he
asks “How do you make sure you start off on the right dream?”
Ultimately, this is what it’s all about, isn’t it? How do
we make sure we head down the right path?
How many times do we know of stories like this one: My friend was sick, so she was uncharacteristically skipping class to rest. As she headed to lunch, she met one of those ever-present camp representatives in the Corum. As they struck up a conversation, both parties quickly realized that my friend was exactly the person the camp wanted as a counselor: she was trained and competent in aspects of camp ministry that the recruiter expected to have to train all of her new staff in. My friend was passionate about the things the camp stood for. My friend had camp experience, but couldn’t go back to the camp she had previously worked at. My friend needed a summer job. It “just so happened” that she was sick, going to eat lunch at a time she typically would not have gone, that camp was there…
How many times do we know of stories like this one: My friend was sick, so she was uncharacteristically skipping class to rest. As she headed to lunch, she met one of those ever-present camp representatives in the Corum. As they struck up a conversation, both parties quickly realized that my friend was exactly the person the camp wanted as a counselor: she was trained and competent in aspects of camp ministry that the recruiter expected to have to train all of her new staff in. My friend was passionate about the things the camp stood for. My friend had camp experience, but couldn’t go back to the camp she had previously worked at. My friend needed a summer job. It “just so happened” that she was sick, going to eat lunch at a time she typically would not have gone, that camp was there…
We all know these stories. I have another friend who
“happened” to be at a specific church, “happened” to strike up a conversation
with someone she didn’t know, “happened” to hear of a camp which was more than
her ideal summer job, while she was at the camp “happened” to hear about a
ministry in Grand Rapids that worked with a country she “happened” to be rather
interested in…
[insert your own story of “happened” here…]
What do so many of these stories have in common?
“Happened”. But they all come because each person did the next right thing. I know we have all heard this concept before… but
my first friend was taking care of the body God had given her, and my other
friend was treating a random girl at her church as someone made by God –
honoring this other person by paying attention to them.
So, Bryce's question is valid: how do we start heading
in the right direction?
The answer is surprisingly simple. As we seek to live each moment of our days being who Christ would have us be, God directs our paths. Through chance encounters. Through disquieting feelings about our future plans. Through time in His Word. Through conversations.
The answer is surprisingly simple. As we seek to live each moment of our days being who Christ would have us be, God directs our paths. Through chance encounters. Through disquieting feelings about our future plans. Through time in His Word. Through conversations.
If God cares about each of us enough that He has a
special plan and Calling for our individual lives (as I believe He does), then
He is not going to leave us floundering, unable to find the good path He has
laid for us to follow.
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